Author: Chelsey M. Ortega

Favorite Books I Read in 2022

Posted on by Chelsey M. Ortega

If that title feels like a mouthful, it is. You see, if I had titled this post “Favorite Books from 2022”, it would give you the impression that I was going to tell you about my favorite books I read in 2022 that were also published in 2022. That is simply not the case because I am nowhere near that caught up on my to-read list. 

Shouldn’t this list have come out sometime in December? Perhaps. It is common to publish “The Year’s Best” in December, not January. However, I was going to finish two books on December 31st, so if they were going to make this post, I had to wait a few days. 

Out of the 69 books I read in 2022, 16 make it into the “best” category. Here are my favorite reads from 2022: 

Lord of Druemarwin by Helen C. Johannes is the sequel to The Prince of Val-Feyridge.  Together, they make The Crown of Tolem series. Both books follow a larger plotline of a fantasy world separated into three kingdoms. The three kingdoms used to be one. A descendent of the original king, Prince Arn is on a military campaign to reunite the three kingdoms. On this campaign he meets a seemingly magical healer named Aerid, and an intense enemies to lovers storyline brings us through the unification of two of the three kingdoms. The sequel gives us a new couple: Raell and Naed. Naed is the new Lord of Druemarwin, an important principality in the third kingdom. Raell’s father is a Lord in Arn’s kingdom. The two met at the end of Arn’s and Aerid’s story, and their attraction to each other works with Arn’s plans for the kingdoms. There are, of course, players who don’t want a unified kingdom, and will sabotage Naed’s and Raell’s relationship to prevent that. Naed and Raell come from different worlds. And after successfully proving that he fits in hers, it’s Raell’s turn to prove she fits in his. 

I devoured both of these books. I normally read 2-3 books at a time, rotating chapters. (Don’t judge, I just simply can’t read only one at a time.) But with both of these I paused all my other reading and read only this series, it was that good. I loved the complexity of the characters. The obvious care Ms. Johannes had taken in world building. And of course the danger mixed with romance – I always need some action and excitement with my love stories. I hope more stories in this amazing world are on the horizon.   

Revolting by Maureen Atsali is a fated mate romance on the Dreame reading app. The reason this one made the list is because it is so unique from other fated mate stories on Dreame. 

Revolting starts out as a trope that I generally don’t care for: the Alpha doesn’t want his mate, but his wolf won’t let her go, so he keeps her prisoner while he sleeps with other women. I almost stopped reading. But then, Ms. Atsali went off the traditional path and gave us a wonderful story about a strong woman escaping her abuser and mate bond, and taking charge of her life. 

Nina’s father (Alpha of her pack) sets her up in an arranged marriage with the Alpha of another pack they need an alliance with. Alpha Nolan turns out to be her fated mate, but he doesn’t want a mate. He goes through with the marriage, but treats Nina horribly. Nina overcomes the mate bond, rejects Nolan and runs away. Her short time in Nolan’s pack earned her some friends who hate how their Alpha is treating her, and they run away with her, and work on creating a new pack.

If you like fated mate stories, this one is definitely worth a read.      

The Last Tudor, The King Maker’s Daughter, The White Princess

I have been a huge fan of Philippa Gregory since I was 17. My high school English teacher lent me his personal copy of The Other Boleyn Girl and told me he thought I might like it. I loved it. It’s still my favorite Philippa Gregory book to this day. And that book put me on the path to becoming a high school history teacher.

I like Ms. Gregory’s form of historical fiction. She focuses on women, which gives her less factual information than if she were writing about a man. This leads to lots of hole filling on her part. Because of this she is often criticized for inaccurately depicting many of her characters; but she always explains why she deviates from the commonly accepted narratives – and she usually has some merit with those reasons. Even if I disagree with an angle she might put on some events and characters (which is rare), I respect her reasons why.  

The Last Tudor is about the three Grey sisters: Jane, Katherine, and Mary. They were the final living Tudor relatives of Elizabeth I. Jane’s fate is the most well known: queen for 9 days and ordered to the execution block by her own cousin Mary I. Katherine survived Mary’s reign, but not Elizabeth’s. She married for love and gave birth to two boys. Because her husband was high born as well, her children were threats to Elizabeth and her throne. Elizabeth separated them, and Katherine died alone and heartbroken. Mary thinks she will avoid Elizabeth’s jealous gaze if she marries a widower of a lower status. But Elizabeth will never allow her relatives to be happy while she isn’t.

The Kingmaker’s Daughter is about Anne Neville, Richard III’s wife. Her entire life was a constant roller coaster. As the Yorks and the Lancasters fought for the throne, her family rose and fell depending on who was king – with her dad in the middle of the fighting. Anne and her sister, Isabelle are her father’s only legitimate children, making their marriages of utmost importance in his political games. She was first married to the Lancastrian heir, and widowed in a few months. She later married Richard in secret, putting her back in the royal family as her husband was King Edward IV’s youngest brother. Many familial dramas and battles later, Anne became Queen of England. But being queen isn’t the glamorous life her childhood dreams imagined. 

The White Princess covers the early years of Elizabeth of York’s marriage to Henry Tudor. Princess Elizabeth was going to marry the winner of the Battle of Bosworth: Richard III or Henry Tudor. Either way, she would be Queen of England. Richard was supposed to be the obvious winner, but last minute turncoats caused a Tudor victory. Elizabeth and Henry’s marriage was a constant rotation of hatred, love, and suspicion. The part of their marriage this book highlights surrounds the legend of Elizabeth’s missing brothers – the princes in the tower. In Gregory’s series, the older Prince, Edward did die, but the younger brother, Richard was smuggled out. He returns as a grown man, married, and ready to get his family’s throne back. Elizabeth is torn between protecting the inheritance of her own sons, and her baby brother whom she thought long lost.   

The Sookie Stackhouse Series by Charlaine Harris 

I came across the world of Sookie Stackhouse from a facebook comment of all things. I had commented on a Harry Potter fan page meme about turning the books into a TV series. I said that I had yet to watch a TV series that stayed true to the book. In fact, I consider most TV series adaptations fan fiction because most only keep the characters names and maybe small aspects of the original plot. Because TV series have so much more wiggle room than movies, they can add characters and side plots and all sorts of other things, then all of a sudden it’s no longer the same story. I gave the examples of Pretty Little Liars, The Vampire Diaries, and Witches of East End. The replies to my comment focused on The Vampire Diaries, and we went down a vampire hole, with one person recommending HBO’s True Blood. My personal mantra is to read the book first, so here I am, reading the Sookie Stackhouse series before I sign up for HBO so I can watch True Blood.

Sookie is a barmaid in Bon Temps, Louisiana. She has struggled her whole life because she can read minds. Everyone in Bon Temps knows, but tries to pretend it’s not true. People avoid her and treat her as less than. Vampires have recently gone public, and when Sookie meets a vampire for the first time, she is pleased to learn she can’t read vampire minds, which gives her a nice break. Saving a vampire, Bill Compton from drainers (human hunters who drain vampires of their blood), and her special ability throws Sookie into the supernatural world. Throughout the series she gets involved in vampire conflicts, shifter conflicts, witch conflicts, and fairy conflicts; all while trying to figure out a steady love life. 

There are thirteen books in the main series, starting with Dead Until Dark, which was published in 2001. In 2022 I read books 2-8. I’m currently on book 10, so I haven’t finished the series yet. But so far I have loved Sookie’s story. I think my favorite thing is Sookie’s growth throughout the series. In the earlier books she lets people walk all over her – a mixture of southern manners and trauma from being bullied for being different. As we get into the later books, Sookie finally starts standing up for herself and calling people out when they mistreat her. I also love all the worldbuilding done for all the supernatural species Sookie encounters. 

Hands down, my #1 books from my 2022 reading list was the Sookie Stackhouse books. I look forward to finishing the series, and I can’t wait to watch True Blood. 

Jillie by Olive Balla is an amazing suspense novel. 12 year old me would have read this over and over again – shout out to my two member club I founded with my cousin: The Mystery Hiking Girls. Jillie, the titular character, has been recently orphaned and taken in by her older sister and her sister’s abusive husband. One day, her sister is being beaten up by said husband, and Jillie stabs him to protect her sister. The stab is lethal, and Jillie ends up in juvenile court. The beating put her sister in a coma, which sends Jillie to her dead brother-in-law’s parents’ house. His vengeful and selfish family makes Jillie’s life a living hell, so she runs away. The rest of the book covers Jillie’s adventure as she evades her brother-in-law’s family, the police, and befriends energetic elderly twin sisters – who get their own spin off called Code Murder. Like The Crown of Tolem series, I paused my other reading to devour this book, and Olive Balla’s other books are now on my radar. 

The Bridgerton Series by Julia Quinn 

Like many other new Bridgerton fans, I came across these books after falling in love with Daphne and The Duke of Hastings on Netflix. I read the first three books before Season 2 came out, so now I’m ahead for future season releases. In 2022, I read books 3-5, which cover Benedict’s, Colin’s, and Eloise’s stories. 

For those of you who don’t know, the Bridgerton series is about a family of eight siblings and their mother in early 1800s in London. As each child reaches marriageable age, Violet Bridgerton goes to great lengths to get her children married. Each book is about a different member of the Bridgerton family and their love story with their future spouse.

What I love about Julia Quinn’s storytelling, is she takes common tropes that can feel overdone, and makes them fresh and new. One of my least favorite tropes is fake dating, and yet I devoured The Duke and I. I always enjoy a good enemies to lovers, so The Viscount Who Loved Me was a given that I would love it. (I also deeply connected with Kate because during my teenage years, my cousin always got the guys.) I will be the first one to tell you that Cinderella retellings are overdone, and yet An Offer from a Gentleman drew me in immediately. What makes this one so unique, is the story starts with the ball, and the main plot focuses on two years later. By the time the reader gets to Romancing Mr. Bridgerton, we are ready for Penelope to get her happy ending, so one can easily overlook the friends to lovers trope if it isn’t your thing. And in To Sir Philip, With Love Eloise is our sunshine trying to figure out if Mr. Grump Sir Philip will make a good husband (a.k.a. opposites attract).

A side theme that Julia Quinn covers quite nicely is the historical culture surrounding the taboo of talking about sex – especially among the young ladies. She creates the perfect mixture of humor, awkwardness, and compassion. Poor Daphne goes into her wedding night knowing nothing. Violet tried to talk to her about it, but was so embarrassed herself, the entire conversation was cringe. Kate was better prepared, but went in viewing it more as a duty rather than a way to grow closer with her husband. Sophie, having spent most of her life as a servant – and servants see and hear more than they should – is the most prepared. Penelope is just as unprepared as Daphne. And Eloise tells her mother she doesn’t need the talk because she forced one of the recently married servants to tell her all about it when she was a teenager. I find all of these scenes really important and enlightening because I also grew up in a really conservative family and religious culture, and so I was able to connect to many of the conversations.

Overall, Bridgerton is sexy, romantic, and hilarious. 

Here’s to a great 2023! I hope the books I read this year are just as entertaining.

My Top 4 Christmas Books

Posted on by Chelsey M. Ortega

The magic of Christmas through the eyes of a child is my favorite thing about Christmas. Ever since I became a mom almost ten years ago I have been saying, “I liked Christmas when I was a kid. But I love Christmas as a parent.” I love planning, shopping, and wrapping gifts for my kids. Watching them get excited at bedtime the night before, waking me up at the crack of dawn on Christmas morning, and the energetic unwrapping is so fun. Leading up to Christmas, we make desserts, watc movies, and play games. 

Because of this child centered Christmas in my home, my favorite books about Christmas are children’s books. Allow me to introduce to you my top 4.

The Polar Express by Chris Van Allsburg

I think this may be the most popular of the four books on my list. Script writers even added extra plotlines to turn this story into a full length movie. A little boy is struggling to fall asleep on Christmas Eve. The sound of a train brings him outside of his house, and sure enough, a train is sitting there. The conductor invites him on and the train is filled with other children, and the train is taking theml to the North Pole. The North Pole is a large city – quite different from the small village it is more commonly depicted in other stories. The train’s passengers get to watch Santa take off for his flight around the world. The little boy – who is the narrator, so we don’t know his name, but the movie gives him the name of Billy – is chosen to ask Santa for a gift. He chooses a bell from Santa’s sleigh, it is the first gift of Christmas. On the train ride back home, the boy realizes that his bathrobe had a hole in the pocket, and the bell fell out. He is devastated, but the next morning, opens a present that has the bell in it and a note from Santa. His parents can’t hear the bell ring and think it’s broken. He and his sister can. As they grow up, his sister also loses the ability to hear the bell, but he never does because he believes.   

Drummer Boy by Loren Long

A little boy gets an early Christmas present: a little drummer boy. The child’s love and attention warms the drummer boy’s heart, and he plays his drum for the boy when they are alone. One morning the dog’s tail accidentally knocks the drummer boy into the trash can, and the drummer boy goes on an adventure. On this adventure he plays his drum for a rat in the dump, baby owls in a nest, the entire city on the top of a bell tower, the stars while impaled on a thorn bush, a snowman, and a cemetery. The entire time he misses the little boy. The next morning in the cemetery, he hears, “Merry Christmas, Grandpa.” It’s the little boy! While visiting his grandfather’s grave, the boy sees his missing toy and takes him home. The child places the drummer boy in the nativity decoration, and the drummer boy plays his drum for the baby Jesus and his heart feels warm. 

The Tale of Three Trees: A Traditional Folktale by Angela Elwell Hunt

In this story, three large and tall trees are growing near each other, and talk about their dreams for the future.The first two trees want to be chopped down and built into a treasure chest and a powerful ship. The third tree hopes to remain in the ground and grow as tall as he can. He wants people to think of heaven and God when they see him. All three trees are chopped down. The first two are made into versions of their dreams. The one who wanted to be a treasure chest is presented to a baby filled with fine things of the ancient world. The one who wanted to be a powerful ship is made into a fishing boat. One day a man who can control the storm and walk on water sails in him. The third one is made into a feeding box for animals. One special night, a baby is laid in him. And in that moment he knows he will inspire people to think of God. 

Santa’s Book of Names by David McPhail

It’s Christmas Eve, and a young boy, Edward, has woken up to Santa delivering presents to his house. He sneaks out to the living room, but Santa is gone. Edward finds a book he can’t read, but correctly guesses it’s Santa’s book. He tries to catch Santa before he takes off. The best he can do is draw a giant “B” in the snow. Santa returns, and Santa has lost his glasses, so he enlists Edward to read through his book to tell him what gift is assigned to whom. Edward’s night with Santa helps him improve his reading skills. 

All four of these heartwarming stories have a similar theme: belief. “Billy” from the Polar Express keeps his belief all through his adult life, allowing him to always hear that Christmas bell from Santa’s sleigh. The drummer boy believes in his song, and after half a dozen practice audiences, knows that it is a valuable gift to the Savior of the world. Though the three trees did not get their original visions of their futures, they all served Jesus Christ and believed he was special. And Edward learns to believe in himself just as his parents and Santa believed in him.

Check out this gem in Vampire Romance

Posted on by Chelsey M. Ortega

I have said in previous posts that my favorite fantasy/paranormal beings are witches. My second favorite are vampires. I especially love vampire romances. When I was on the older end of playing pretend, I played this solo game by myself where I was the new girl in a small Transylvania town. Since my pretend self was different, I got teased at school, which opened me up to being targeted by the local vampire coven. No, I promise Twilight did not inspire that game. I played that when I was 12, Twilight came out when I was 16.

Speaking of Twilight, like many young women of my generation, that series was my introduction to paranormal romance and paranormal fiction. I inhaled the first two books in three days and set myself on the path to other great series: Beautiful Creatures, Witches of East End, The Vampire Diaries, Sookie Stackhouse, The House of Night.  

Vampire stories are in abundance. And some people think that means they are overdone. But like any other product, publishers accept stories based on what they think will sell. Plenty of readers enjoy vampire romances, and are eager to read more. I am one of those readers. So, if you haven’t already found this delectable series, I highly recommend the Alpha Council Chronicles by Brenda Sparks.

This adventurous six book series takes readers through the courtship of six different couples around the world. Throughout the series readers get to visit Las Vegas, Georgia, Russia, Wyoming, and Australia. These couples are connected through the male vampire in each partnership, as these men form a group known as the Alpha Council. The Alpha Council ensures that vampires around the world stay hidden and don’t kill humans indiscriminately. One example of vampire morals in this world: “good” vampires do not drink from pregnant women or children, and they don’t drain their food. 

In Ms. Sparks’ world, vampires can have biological children with each other; but fertility rates are low, and female vampires who do become pregnant have a high risk of miscarriage or death during labor. Born female vampires have an easier chance of becoming pregnant than turned female vampires, because turned female vampires’ bodies have been damaged during the turn and need centuries to heal. 

Vampires have soulmates called heartmates, and they know who their heartmate is when they taste their blood. If their heartmate is human, they have to cautiously court them, introduce them to the vampire world, and convince them to turn. If their heartmate is already a vampire, courtship should technically be easier – though the two books that have that coupling prove it’s not always sunshine and rainbows. And when their heartmate is a previously unknown species, well, things get very interesting. 

Alpha Mine is the first book and features Stephen von Haas and Katrina Spencer. Katrina was attacked by vampires in her late teens, and then saved from one: Marcus Botticelli. Marcus gives her a home and job in Las Vegas. Marcus is a member of the Alpha Council, and when his leader Stephen visits, the pull between Katrina and Stephen is instant. There is only one problem, Katrina will not allow Stephen to drink her blood, so he must settle for falling in love with her without knowing if she is his heartmate. While their relationship blossoms, Stephen gains an enemy from an ancient vampire who does not want to adhere to the Council’s rules for modern day living. He sets his sights on Katrina as leverage and revenge. 

Deadly Alpha is Marcus’ turn for love in Savanna, Georgia. He comes upon a multi car pileup on the freeway, and decides to help because he needs to get home before the sun rises. He meets a nurse, Christina Prescott, one of the victims of the accident. However, her injuries are minor, and she is able to help the other victims once Marcus frees her from her car. Christina gets a small cut on her forehead from the accident, and one drop of her blood falls into Marcus’ mouth. Sparks fly. She’s his heartmate. Unlike our previous couple, where the human female knew all about vampires, Christina is completely unaware of the supernatural. Marcus must cautiously and carefully court her. In the meantime, the Council is called in because a rogue vampire is kidnapping, torturing, and killing human women all over the city. Before they can stop the attacks, the anonymous villian targets Christina; and now the clock is ticking. Marcus must identify, find, and capture the rogue before he takes Christina away forever. 

Alpha Lover takes us to Russia where Nicholai Peterhof is a prince from the middle ages who did not die during the plague, but was turned into a vampire. One of his personal moral rules is to not drink from the locals. When an American and British tourist dine in his restaurant, he seduces them into his office. The American, Juliett Saint-John is his heartmate. Not only is Juliett human and lives a continent away, but she is a widow mourning  her twin daughter’s death and dealing with self-esteem issues from her first marriage. This causes Nicholai to move slower than Marcus did. In this third installment, the reader is introduced to a new species: demons. Demons are shape shifters who live in deep mountain compounds due to their susceptibility to human disease. A demon princess is in Russia hunting the vampire who killed her husband. She mistakes Juliett for a vampire since she is covered in Nicholai’s scent. This puts Juliett in the line of fire. Nicholai has to figure out how to properly protect Juliett while choosing the best time to tell her what he is.

In Alpha Pair, the reader has met both male and female protagonists before: Demetri Romanoff and Tatiana Bolovich. Demetri is Nicholai’s cousin and sire. Out of the seven members of the Alpha Council, Demetri is the one most stuck in the old ways when it comes to gender roles. Tatiana is a leather wearing female warrior who does not need a man. She’s also a natural born vampire, which makes her desirable to any male who wants children. Tatiana has known Demetri is her heartmate since Marcus’ story, but has kept it a secret due to trauma from her past. Demetri went missing following a lead about the demons at the end of Nicholai’s story, and Tatiana is called upon to find and rescue him. Demetri’s time in captivity provides information as to why vampires are being targeted by demons. During the rescue Demetri learns Tatiana is his heartmate, and the two must learn how to work together and accept each other for who they are. While they figure out how to be in a healthy relationship, the demons are hot on their tail, choosing their friends’ wedding as the perfect event to hit.

Alpha Revealed takes us to Australia where Nicholai’s sister, Natasha lives. Natasha has been in love with Alpha Council member Vladimir Stairikovich for centuries. Due to his close friendship with her protective brother and cousin, the two have never been able to try a relationship, let alone test if they are heartmates. When Natasha’s neighborhood is infiltrated by demons, she is forced to flee to Vlad’s isolated farm in Siberia. In such close proximity, Vlad and Natasha must decide if risking Nicholai’s and Demetri’s wrath is worth the pull they feel. Meanwhile, Vlad’s abusive and toxic sire has been searching for him. Even if Vlad earns Nicholai’s and Demetri’s approval, he will do anything to protect Natasha from suffering the same fate as his first wife when he was human.     

Alpha Eternal is the final installment, and it covers my favorite trope: forbidden love. The vampires and demons have a common enemy, so the two species must put aside their past differences in order to stand a chance of defeating the big bad. Our final Alpha, Alexander Hall, has been assigned to spend time in the demon king’s compound as an ambassador for the vampire’s and a secret spy. A female demon named Shira is ordered by her king to be Alexander’s guard while he stays in her mountain home. Shira is convinced she hates Alexander, while Alexander is having way too much fun making her blush. In the midst of a very serious world safety issue, the two have to decide if they are willing to trust each other and defy their respective leaders. Readers also get a bonus seventh couple as well! 


The Alpha Council Chronicles is my favorite vampire series to date. I would rate the entire series 5 stars, as well as each individual book 5 stars. It’s also the series that introduced me to The Wild Rose Press. If you love vampires, romance, sexy couples, and high stakes, this series is for you.

Thanksgiving in a Paranormal Story? A Conversation with B.L. Allen

Posted on by Chelsey M. Ortega

In April 2022, debut author B.L. Allen’s first book, To Haunt or Be Lost was made available for readers. I read it in October of this year, and when I got to chapter 21, I immediately knew that I wanted to highlight her book as one of my November posts. Chapter 21 highlights Thanksgiving, and while I’m sure other authors have done so in their work, it’s not something I have come across often in the books I read. 

Before we get to that chapter, let’s summarize To Haunt or Be Lost. The main character, Lori, is an only child in her early years of college. Lori has social anxiety and is studying art. Her younger cousin, Agatha, comes to live with Lori’s family when Agatha’s parents die in a car accident. Agatha and Lori don’t get along, and now have to live together and share a car. This puts Lori riding the bus to college every day where she meets a young man named Gabriel who she develops feelings for. Simultaneously, Lori gets thrown into Agatha’s desire to get vengeance on the other driver involved in the accident because they survived. And all of this requires Lori to dig up difficult memories from her past and finally heal from them using the help of the last beings she believed in: ghosts.

 Agatha and Lori have a rough past. They are both only children, and were forced into frequent sleepovers when they were kids. Agatha believes in ghosts and witchcraft, and Lori does not. During one of their sleepovers, an incident occurred where one of Agatha’s magical seances physically harmed Lori and sent her to the hospital. Not believing in magic, Lori is convinced that Agatha purposefully injured her; while Agatha stays firm in her claim that a spirit had possessed her and hurt Lori. Both Agatha’s and Lori’s parents believe Lori, and the two girls are no longer forced to see each other anymore. The next time they do see each other, it’s Thanksgiving at their grandparents house, and Lori is prepared to defend herself.  

Lori packs pepper spray because her parents have decided to forgive the whole incident, and she is expected to do the same. During dinner, Agatha makes faces at Lori from across the table, and even draws her finger across her neck while glaring. Towards the end of dinner, Agatha’s mom proposes everyone say what they are thankful for. It starts out as normal stuff: family, home, health, jobs, etc. When it gets to Lori, she says:

“I am thankful for pepper spray, which I can use to defend myself with if I’m in danger.”

Lori’s comment causes a short awkward silence. Then it’s Agatha’s turn, who says:

“I am thankful for this body that I am able to live in.”

And with those two comments, Thanksgiving was ruined. But was it really? Is it really Thanksgiving if that crazy family member doesn’t say something?

I enjoyed To Haunt or be Lost. I’ll admit, it took me a while to like Lori. I thought she was a judgmental spoiled brat in the beginning. But her redemption arc is well done. So, I reached out to B.L. Allen – okay, I admit, she’s my cousin, so it didn’t take much to send her an email – and she agreed to a digital interview! So, for the rest of the post, enjoy getting to know B.L. Allen. 

How did you come up with the storyline for To Haunt or Be Lost?

To Haunt or Be Lost was an idea that came to me rather quickly, in a way that I’m not sure I can fully explain. It was October of 2015 and I knew I wanted to participate in NaNoWriMo, which was only a couple weeks away. I had other story ideas, but I wasn’t excited about them at the time. One day I was goofing around with my husband when I threw a blanket over my head and said “I’m going to bury myself alive to cheat my way into the spirit world!” and at that moment a whole story started to click in my head, or at least that’s when a bunch of separate ideas conglomerated into one. I made a quick outline for the idea in a notebook, and then wrote the first draft that November.

Several key parts of the story were actually inspired by real life events, which is perhaps my way of taking “write what you know” a bit too literally. For example, when I was in college I took public transportation to school, which is at the center of a major plot point in the story. When I took the bus, there was this older woman who would sit next to me on the bus nearly every day, which lasted a few months I think. She never said anything to me, but she’d come straight to the seat next to mine and sit down quietly for a few stops before getting off. I thought maybe I felt like a safe person to her, since there are often creepy individuals who take the bus and it can be scary to talk to them. We had a strange unspoken agreement that we were “bus buddies” keeping each other safe, and I liked that. So in To Haunt or Be Lost, I took that idea of an unspoken friendship/agreement and made it a romance.

The story also involves repeated mentions of a worry doll, which I had no knowledge of until I was visiting my sister’s work one day. One of her co-workers had just come back from a trip to Guatemala, and had bought a bunch of worry dolls as souvenirs for everyone in the office. My sister and I each got one, and I really liked the concept of speaking to this tiny doll about your worries, putting it under your pillow, and letting it worry for you so that you wake up with a weight lifted off of you. Regrettably, I seem to have misplaced my worry doll, but I’m sure it’s in a box somewhere and I’ll find it again one day.

But perhaps the main focal point of To Haunt or Be Lost is the relationship between the main character, Lori, and her cousin, Agatha. At this point it shouldn’t be surprising that Agatha’s personality was directly taken from people I know in real life, although I won’t name names because if they’re reading this it might be awkward. I had one friend who was quite bubbly, but I also often butted heads with her. She was more of a friend who was convenient, but not really someone I meshed with very well. Lori and Agatha’s relationship is strongly inspired by my relationship with that particular friend. I had another friend who enjoyed witchcraft, and would teach us fun witchy things like how to predict the number of kids you’ll have and what letter your soulmate’s name will start with. This friend also would do tarot card readings for our group, which was especially fun around Halloween. I’m sure my mom wasn’t too happy about that, but it was all in good fun. Ultimately I combined my bubbly friend and my witch friend together into one character, and Agatha evolved into my favorite character in the book. Lori, on the other hand, happens to be my least favorite, but it might be because she’s a bit of a self-insert.

When it comes to communicating with the deceased, how much of the technique that Lori and Agatha do is research based and how much did you create for world building?

As far as how much of the spirit communication was made up and how much was based on research, I’d say it was about fifty-fifty. Some aspects I invented specifically as a means to progress the story, and other things I based on what I had read about. When it came to Bloody Mary, I tried to keep it as close to what the childhood game of summoning Bloody Mary might be like. The candles, the chanting of her name, the turning in circles and waiting for something to jump out and scare you…it was all part of that familiar sleepover experience many kids attempted with their friends and dared each other to do at one point. When I was a kid, my friends and I even went so far as convincing ourselves that our elementary school was haunted by Bloody Mary. Strange spots on the wall? Must be blood. A classmate acting strangely? Must be possessed. We were invested in this conspiracy and wholly believed we were ghost hunters on a mission to protect the school.

Agatha also performs seances, which do have some truth surrounding what a seance might look like such as holding hands and creating a circle of candles, but as far as chanting in Portuguese and painting blood symbols go, I’m pretty certain I made those things up if I remember correctly. Also something that’s central to the story is that believing in ghosts is what causes a person to be able to see them, thus explaining why Agatha can see ghosts, but Lori cannot. This was made up for the sake of the story progression, but I quite like how it played into certain plot twists.

One of the ghosts that Lori meets is Bloody Mary, who is supposed to be Mary Tudor or Mary I of England. When it came to her physical appearance and personality, how much was based on the historical record, the paranormal record, and your own imagination?

The chapter where Lori meets Bloody Mary is actually my favorite chapter in the book. She is strongly inspired by Mary Tudor and it’s implied in To Haunt or Be Lost that that’s who she was meant to be in life, but in reality it’s not entirely known if the legend of Bloody Mary stemmed from Mary Tudor or some other Mary. I based her physical appearance mostly on Mary Tudor, although I chose to describe her hair as black because I thought that might be creepier. As far as personality, I based it off of the supposed paranormal experiences surrounding Bloody Mary. Primarily, Bloody Mary is described as an evil and dangerous spirit, although sometimes is seen as friendly. I leaned into her evil side more, but also attempted to humanize her. I asked myself: if she was a real person, and if she were, for some reason, waiting to be summoned from bathroom mirrors at sleepovers all over the world, what might she say to these people? Anger and misery felt like the most appropriate emotions for her. Angry it’s a game to people, miserable to be haunting the earth forever, but also accepting this fate in a strange and twisted way.

Out of all the holidays you could have highlighted, what made you choose Thanksgiving?

The honest answer, which is a ridiculous answer but is absolutely true, is that it was Thanksgiving at the time I wrote it. Because it was a book I was writing for NaNoWriMo, which takes place in November each year, I was staying at my husband’s grandparents’ house for a few days that month while still trying to churn out the first draft of my story in only a month’s time. I was stuck and didn’t know how to progress the story, so what did I do? I took from my surroundings, which is a common trend for me. Because Thanksgiving was what was going on at the time, that’s what I wrote about. So stupid, but it actually turned out well in the end I think. It gave me an opportunity to highlight family dynamics that otherwise may have never been highlighted, especially since Agatha’s parents are known to be deceased at the start of the book. The Thanksgiving chapters, which are set in the past, help to show her parents and their personalities more, making it an extra gut-punch knowing that in the present time they are actually dead. I also had a unique opportunity to make Thanksgiving a little bit…creepy. Sure, Halloween might be the go-to holiday for ghosts, hauntings, and spooky things, but taking a holiday of gratitude and giving it a sinister twist with Agatha’s creepy behavior was strangely satisfying.

Is there anything from Lori’s Thanksgiving dinner that was inspired from your own Thanksgiving memories? What are your Thanksgivings like?

Thanksgiving is one of those holidays that varies from year to year. It all depends on which side of the family I’m spending it with. In my husband’s family, they have the tradition of going around the room and asking everyone to name one thing they are grateful for, which is exactly what Lori’s family does as well. Fortunately though, my Thanksgivings don’t typically feature a crazy cousin out to kill me. 

What’s the next step in your writing career?

I’ve now had a taste of the self-publishing world and have learned a lot. I’ve done some things right, and some things horribly wrong, but going into it I knew that the first book was primarily going to be a learning experience. I should probably note I was only 21 when I wrote the first draft of To Haunt or Be Lost, and I’m nearly 28 now. To say my writing has evolved tremendously over the years would be an understatement, and my next book will have so many more layers and depth than past stories I’ve written. Although I suspect that my second book will be a learning experience as well, I already know many ways I’m going to approach my next book differently. I’m currently working on another standalone book, and this time it will be longer than my first book and will also be less inspired by people and events in my personal life. In fact, it’s more largely inspired by various religions and cultures around the world, and of course it’s a ghost story because those are the types of stories I like the most. Get ready for heavy topics like suicide, familiar legendary beings like the Grim Reaper, as well as heartbreaking backstories for a wide array of characters. Don’t worry, I’m sprinkling in some dark humor and an overarching theme of hope as well. I refuse to believe the afterlife is meant to be bleak, although perhaps it can seem that way. I will be self-publishing again, and my next book should release sometime next year, although I do consider myself a professional procrastinator. Once I feel like a more seasoned author, I might try my hand at traditional publishing. 

I hope you enjoyed learning about B.L. Allen and her writing inspiration. To Haunt or Be Lost currently averages 4.17 stars on goodreads and 4.6 stars on Amazon. It can be purchased as a digital copy or paperback. 

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Happy Love Your Editor Day, Sam!

Posted on by Chelsey M. Ortega

October 31 is Love Your Editor Day at The Wild Rose Press. My editor, Samantha Keating, is the reason why I even had a chance. I owe her so much. She has officially been my editor since August 2022, but I have been in contact with her since November 2021. 

When I was ready to query Bondwitch, The Wild Rose Press was my first choice publisher. When you query TWRP, you send your query to a general query email, so I didn’t know who exactly would be reading my query. Thirteen days after I sent my query I received an email from Samantha requesting the first three chapters! 

A little over two weeks after that, Samantha responded with a very detailed and helpful critique on what skills and style TWRP expects, which I did not quite meet. She explained that to improve my story to WRP standards would require a rewrite, so she couldn’t accept my full manuscript. She encouraged me to keep writing and not give up.

As more rejections came in from other publishers, and I had conversations with my fellow writers, I learned that Samantha’s helpful critique was a rare gem. I also learned that the suggestions she made to improve my writing weren’t unique to TWRP. Almost all publishers today want the same thing: show, don’t tell. I still really wanted to get a second chance with TWRP, so I got to work rewriting Bondwitch with the suggested improvements.

It took me four months to fix my manuscript. When it was ready, I emailed Samantha directly, and asked if TWRP allowed resubmissions. She responded that they normally don’t, but she was interested in finding the answer to a cliffhanger scene in chapter 2. She invited me to resubmit the first three chapters, and she would take a look at my improvements. Two weeks after that, Samantha requested the full manuscript!

I didn’t hear anything for three months – which, I understand, is pretty standard for a full manuscript request. Then, on my wedding anniversary, I was sitting at a table in Cafe Orleans, Disneyland when my phone alerted me to an email from Samantha. My heart rate accelerated tenfold. I looked across the table at my husband. “I’m scared to read it.”

“Just open it!” he said.

I clicked on the notification, read the first few lines of the email, and screamed in the middle of a Disney restaurant. Samantha had finished my story, and was pushing it forward to the managing editor, who has the final say. 

A week after that, Samantha emailed me that Bondwitch was being accepted by TWRP, and the official contract would be sent to me within twenty-four hours. She also told me that she would be my editor. Once again, I was in a public place when this email came through. This time, I was in a hotel lobby for a work retreat, so I couldn’t scream out loud, but I definitely teared up.

Samantha and I are currently knee deep in editing, and I love working with her. Her style of editing is to approach it from a teaching angle. For the content editing, she made comments for the first one hundred pages with the goal that at that point I would have learned from her comments enough that I can find and fix the rest on my own. At first I was nervous about that. I didn’t think I could do it. I thought I would need her to hold my hand the whole time. But she knew exactly what she was doing – and that’s why she’s the editor! I’m three chapters beyond where Samantha stopped making comments, and I can “hear” her in my head pointing stuff out as I read over my words.

I owe this wonderful journey to Samantha. She went above and beyond by giving me detailed feedback long before she was my official editor. She believed in me and gave me a second chance. And she is an amazing teacher. 

Happy Love Your Editor Day, Sam. I’m so grateful you are my editor. I look forward to our continued partnership.

Favorite Fictional Halloweens Part 3

Posted on by Chelsey M. Ortega

Unlike Harry Potter and Pretty Little Liars, my final fictional Halloween is not a larger series where Halloween has a small highlight. This one – and best one – is a movie whose plot surrounds Halloween: Hocus Pocus.

Hocus Pocus has everything I love about Halloween: fun costumes, witches, magic, trick-or-treating, and parties. 

I’m sure you know this story very well, but let’s do a quick summary. Max and his family move to Salem, Massachusetts just before Halloween. Max isn’t into Halloween, but gets roped into taking his younger sister trick-or-treating. In an effort to impress his crush, Max shrugs off his dislike for the holiday and disbelief in the town’s legend about three cursed witches, and lights the fabled black flame candle; bringing back the very witches that are meant to be a story for tourism. 

And here we have some of our favorite Halloween witches that have inspired countless trick-or-treating,  party, and cosplay costumes: Winifred, Sarah, and Mary Sanderson. These three sisters stay young by sucking the life out of children, and they have their eyes on Max’s sister Dani. On the surface, this is a really creepy and evil plot, but the delivery is so comedic, that the story can be enjoyed by all ages.

Throughout the rest of the movie we follow Max, Dani, and Allison (Max’s crush) as they try to evade the Sanderson Sisters while figuring out how to get rid of them. They get help from a black cat named Binx (who is really a human cursed by the Sanderson sisters) and a zombie named Billy. They sneak into the school, crash the party their parents are at, and do lots of running in the woods. There is also the constant hilarious reminder that Max is a virgin. As a child, I never noticed that. As an adult I find it hilarious and cringe at the same time. And as a mother, I pray my children don’t ask me what that means for several more years. 

I want to dissect a few scenes that were inspired by historical beliefs about witches. 

First is the scene where the Sanderson Sisters are hailed by a man wearing a devil costume. In the time of the witch trials, it was believed that witches made a pact with the real devil. Lucifer/Satan/The devil was a very real fear back then. Christians believed him to exist in the flesh, and that he could physically harm them. Christians believed that witches signed their name in a real book and that the devil would visit them and feed from them (a large mole indicated that was where the devil sucked, like a nipple). Witches were the devil’s bride the way nuns were Christ’s bride. 

To make this scene more tame, the Sanderson Sisters bow to the fake devil and he invites them inside. The man’s marriage is clearly on the rocks, so he enjoys their attention, thinking he’s playing pretend. His wife arrives and kicks them out. But since the Sanderson Sisters believed this man to be the real devil, it goes without saying that in the Hocus Pocus world, the devil is real.

Throughout the movie, Allison runs around with a container of salt, believing it will protect them from the witches. Salt has always been used to ward off evil throughout history. 

In the end, Max sacrifices himself to save Dani. He drinks the potion that allows the Sanderson Sisters to suck his life force out. Luckily for him, the sun rises before Winifred can finish, and she and her sisters turn to stone and explode into dust.

Hocus Pocus is almost 30 years old, and it remains a beloved Halloween tradition, and I imagine it will continue to do so for the foreseeable future.

Favorite Fictional Halloweens Part 2

Posted on by Chelsey M. Ortega

On Monday I covered a Halloween highlight from a book/movie. Today I’ll be covering my favorite Halloween special from a TV show.

Pretty Little Liars

Unlike the Harry Potter book series and movie adaptations, the Pretty Little Liars book series and TV show are not close enough to do a comparison. So, I will only discuss the TV show for this particular post. Specifically Season 2 Episode 13: “The First Secret.” This episode is the Halloween special for season 2. But before we dive deeper, a quick summary of the series for those who have never seen it.

Pretty Little Liars is about four teenage girls dealing with the disappearance of their best friend and leader, Alison DiLarentis. Each young woman has at least one scandalous secrets that only Alison knows. A year after Alison’s disappearance, they start receiving notes, text messages, and emails from an anonymous person (“A”) who knows the same secrets Alison does. The girls spend episode after episode trying to figure out who A is, prevent their secrets from spreading, and trying to figure out what happened to Alison. 

“The First Secret” is unique because it is a prequel to the pilot episode. It’s also entirely from Alison’s point of view. Up until this episode, any scene with Alison was a memory that belonged to Aria, Spencer, Emily, or Hannah. This episode holds information the four main characters don’t know. 

It’s Halloween, and the five main characters are going to a high school costume party. Even as a grown woman in her thirties, I still love dressing up for Halloween. Every year my husband and I match. Alison dresses up as Lady Gaga, Hanna as Britney Spears, Emily as Pocahantas, Spencer as Mary Queen of Scots, and Aria as a witch. Prior to Halloween day – and the party – Alison gives viewers a glimpse of two important details: the beginning of her issues with Jenna, and the knowledge that A existed long before Alison disappeared. 

Jenna’s family moved in just before Halloween, and she is invited to the Halloween party. She is buying a Lady Gaga costume, and Alison tells her not to because that’s who she is going as. Jenna says she’ll think about it, but “disobeys” Alison anyway. Alison overlooks this problem and offers Jenna her friendship and promises popularity. Jenna declines, making Alison angry. And the rivalry between the two begins – which we know will “end” with Alison setting off some sort of firework that causes Jenna to go blind. 

A was tormenting Alison long before they targeted Aria, Spencer, Hanna, and Emily. In this episode, Alison gets a text from a blocked number that says, “I’m watching you. – A” During the party she gets a text that says, “Dying to know who I am? You’ll soon find out. – A” 

In between the two texts, Alison plays a prank on her girlfriends that goes too well. She texts them that she’s in trouble and needs their help. The girls go running to help her in a creepy house that had been highlighted earlier in the episode. They find Alison who claims someone locked her in there under threat of death. In an attempt to get cell phone service, they get separated from Alison, who gets locked in the room with a masked man. Alison and the man fight. Alison becomes confused as the man is fighting harder than he is “supposed to.” When Alison and the girls meet up again, she tells them it was a prank and the masked aggressor was their classmate Noel Kahn.

When they return to the party, Noel apologizes for not being able to make it to the prank. Alison then realizes that whoever fought her in the house was actually fighting her. This leads the viewer to believe that whoever attacked Alison in the house is A. 


The reason why I love this episode and added it to my series of favorite fictional Halloweens is first, and foremost, the costumes. I love how much effort the costume designers put into these special episodes in Pretty Little Liars, and they did not disappoint for this one. The second reason is the trope of the prankster becoming the one pranked. While Alison did succeed in scaring her friends, she also received her own fright from A and other classmates who despised her. Alison definitely reminds viewers to be careful who you harm, you never know who will bite back. 

Check back on Friday for part 3 of my favorite fictional Halloweens!

Favorite Fictional Halloweens Part 1

Posted on by Chelsey M. Ortega

Halloween is the best holiday ever. From cutesy blow-up decorations to haunted houses, almost everyone’s interests can be met. My home decorations are themed around traditional Halloween characters: witches, ghosts, bats, and black cats mixed in with my Harry Potter obsession. (You can watch a virtual tour on tiktok here.)

Halloween specials on TV shows, highlighting Halloween in books, and full length movies all about Halloween complete my entertainment for October each year. So, I would like to share with you my favorite fictional Halloweens.

First: Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone

Chapter 10 Halloween in the Sorcerer’s Stone is the best Halloween in the Harry Potter series. 

Let’s start with the decorations. A thousand live bats bewitched to flutter near the walls and ceiling, and a thousand more bewitched to swoop over the tables. Have you ever experienced a cauldron (yes, that’s really what they’re called) of bats flying right above you? There was an alcove in my first apartment that a cauldron of wild bats had chosen for their home. The landlord either didn’t know or didn’t care because for the two years I lived there, an exterminator was never called. I actually really enjoyed hearing and seeing them as the sun set.

We also know that the Great Hall is filled with carved pumpkins and lit with candles. The movie gives us a more advanced visual. The jack-o-lanterns are floating, the ceiling is dark with thunder and lightning, and the tables are full of apple and pumpkin desserts and other candies in fall colors. This is exactly the sort of holiday party that I would love to host, but alas, I do not have the culinary and decorating skills to do so. 

In that same chapter, a more important part to the plot would be the  

What J.K. Rowling does with this scene is something I am practicing myself as a new writer. At this point in the book, Harry – and the reader – are still learning about magic, Hogwarts, and the wizarding world. So, when Hermione is correcting Ron’s “Wing-gar-dium Levi-o-sa” in charms class, Harry and the reader (at least, for our first time reading it) don’t yet realize that we are being set up for an important plot point. Ron’s loud complaints about Hermione send her to the bathroom to cry; which is where the troll ends up. 

There are some small detail changes between book and film. In the book, Harry and Ron see Snape going off on his own to the third floor (where the three headed dog is), then they see the troll walk into a room. They lock the door, only to hear Hermione scream from within the room. In the movie, they simply follow the troll into the bathroom. Harry and Ron attempt to fight the troll, with Ron being the victor as he chants “Wingardium Leviosa!” correctly, crashing the troll’s own club on its head.

“But from that moment on, Hermione Granger became their friend. There are some things you can’t share without ending up liking each other, and knocking out a twelve-foot mountain troll is one of them.” – Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone, pg. 179 

Once again, the book and movie go in different paths at this point; but the main idea is Harry eventually figures out that while the students were rushing to the dormitories, and the teachers were rushing to the dungeons, Severus Snape went to the third floor and was bitten on the leg by Fluffy (Hagrid’s three headed dog). This leads Harry to investigate, deduce that the Sorcerer’s Stone is being guarded by Fluffy, and Snape must want it for himself or Voldemort. All of this happened because Hermione angered Ron, and Ron insulted her in return. 

I know what you’re thinking, “I figured this out the first time I read it, why are you pointing it out to me over twenty years later?” Well, I appreciate it more now that I’ve attempted it myself. Making a seemingly benign moment full of important hints that the reader will remember later takes a lot of careful thought, planning, and at least a dozen rewrites.

This scene in the Sorcerer’s Stone will remain a favorite for me for the rest of my life. In fact, it inspired my classroom door decorations for this year. And maybe one day I will host a party that spectacular – or maybe on of my future characters will.

Check back in on Wednesday evening for Part 2 of my Favorite Fictional Halloweens.

Reading Apps Are My Guilty Pleasure

Posted on by Chelsey M. Ortega

Guilty Pleasure: “something, such as a movie, television program, or piece of music, that one enjoys despite feeling that it is not generally held in high regard.” – Google Dictionary

I bet if more people were open and honest about their guilty pleasures, they wouldn’t have to be guilty pleasures anymore. One of my guilty pleasures is to read fated mate romance stories on reading apps. Such stories can be found on Dreame, Readict, Radish, iNovel, iReader, Kindle Vella, and dozens of others. I currently have a reader’s account with Dreame and Readict. 

The stories on Dreame are either completely free, charge coins to unlock chapters, or are “wait-for-free.” Where a story lands is up to the author. The cost of a story is based on word count, so the more coins a chapter costs, the longer the chapter is. “Wait-for-free” means one chapter unlocks every 48 hours. Free coins can be earned by checking in and reading for a certain number of minutes.

The stories on Readict are completely free to the reader because there are 30 second ads to watch in order to unlock the next chapter. The reader can use coins to skip the ad.

How I came across these two apps was for research for my debut novel, Bondwitch. The main character is a teenage witch who is new to magic. She meets and befriends vampires and werewolves throughout her journey to grow in her magic. When I was world building for Bondwitch, I very easily figured out what kind of abilities and characteristics I wanted to give witches and vampires; but had no idea what to do for werewolves.

My prior knowledge came from J.K. Rowling’s Harry Potter series, Stephanie Meyer’s Twilight series, and Joss Whedon’s Buffy the Vampire Slayer series. As much as I love them all, they are considered older – though I personally struggle to accept that – and so I needed something recent. This led me to serialized fated mate shifter romances, and I fell in love with them.

The main plot behind a fated mate romance is that there is one mate out there for each “person” that is their perfect fit. A deity chooses the pairs, and reaching adulthood usually sets in motion the ability to find one’s mate. Conflict arises when mates do not want to accept each other, their parents disapprove, crazy exes become jealous, or one half of the pair is human or a different species. I believe these fated mate stories started with werewolves and other shifters (werecats, werebears, etc.), but have since branched out to include vampires, demons, witches, and even angels. 

My two favorite tropes for fated mate stories are: 1. One of the mates is a human, and 2. The pair are of separate paranormal species. 

In stories where one of the mates is a human, the reader gets to be slowly introduced to the paranormal world along with the human character. There are generally several funny moments where the human is completely confused with the paranormal character sniffing them and growling “mine!” like a caveman. The human character is also able to ignore the mate bond longer than the paranormal character, which allows for love to actually develop rather than jumping right into bed because of the “mate bond”. 

When the mates are different paranormal species, we get my favorite: forbidden love. 


As much as I enjoy reading these stories, I decided to take the shifters in Bondwitch in a different direction. So, there won’t be any fated mate plot lines, but there will still be plenty of swooning, sighing, and squealing.

How I Got Into Writing

Posted on by Chelsey M. Ortega

I think at some point in our youth, all of us desire to be famous. Whether it be an actor, athlete, musician, or writer; we want to be known for our talents. When I was a child, I wanted to be an author, with JK Rowling as my inspiration. When I was a teenager, I wanted to be a professional ballroom dancer, with the cast of Dancing with the Stars as my models. The funny – or sad – thing about dreams is at some point they change to be more “practical.” My practical dream was to be a teacher. I specifically wanted to teach History and ESL, and I reached that point in my career only 2 years in! But as I went through college, became a wife and mother, and started my teaching career, I still had a desire to write. 

It always goes back to that teacher who believed in you.

My 3rd grade teacher, Mrs. Hansen, embedded a love of writing into my nine-year-old heart during her fractured fairy tale unit. We read Dinorella, Prince Cinders, The Three Javelinas, and many others. Then, it was our turn. I wrote a Sleeping Beauty story using Star Wars characters. Darth Vader was Maleficent, Luke was Prince Philip, and Leah was Aurora. I was so proud of my story, and from then on, I wanted to be an author.

Three years later, in sixth grade, my teacher Mrs. Bunce had a unit where we got to actually “publish” a book. She connected this project with our world history unit on Ancient Egypt. We each wrote our own story based in Ancient Egypt, split up the parts of our stories into pages, and typed each page up. After printing out the pages, we drew the illustrations. Then Mrs. Bunce helped us copy our pages onto larger papers front and back so when we folded the pages, it made a book. We sewed the pages down the middle. We then hot glued fabric onto cardboard to make our book cover, and hot glued the first and final pages to the cardboard covers. If we wanted to leave one with Mrs. Bunce, we made two; which I did.

I kept in touch with Mrs. Bunce, and every once in a while she would say, “I still have my copy of your book! I use it as one example when I’m introducing the project to my current students.” Her support really lit a fire in me that maybe I could really publish one day.

Teenage Angst Poetry

During the difficult teen years, I had a notebook for poetry. Everything that upset me, I wrote a dramatic poem about. I still have my notebook. Most of the poems make me cringe, but there are a few that still tug at my heart. 

My attempt at mommy blogging

I was a new mom in 2013 when mommy blogging exploded onto the social media scene. And I thought, “I’d like to do that.” So I started my own blog: Milk Chocolate. I published between every other month to once a month for nine years. I wrote about motherhood, pregnancy, myself, my religion, and how my family celebrated each holiday and birthday. My ability to publish frequently decreased when I started my teaching career. I also started writing fiction at the same time, and have focused on that since 2020.

Guest Contributor

In 2016, I submitted a guest article to (what was at the time) Mormon Women Stand (now called Latter-Day Saint Women Stand). They accepted my guest article, and a month later invited me to join the website as a monthly contributor. I wrote religious articles for Latter-Day Saint Women Stand for three years. This experience helped me improve my writing skills significantly because there were designated editors every article had to go through before it could be published. With my personal blog, I was in complete control; with LDSWS, I had to work with others. 

COVID – the killer or creator of dreams?

Throughout my early years of motherhood and blogging, I still had a head full of ideas for fiction. I started two separate novels I never finished. In May 2020, my husband lost his job, which became a huge motivator for me to make something of myself. I had been a stay at home mom for five years, and I was ready to expand my horizons. Because of my husband’s unemployment, we needed a consistent income right away. So I simultaneously applied for teaching jobs and began writing another book. Well, third time’s the charm. That was the book I finished and will be published soon. (My journey to finding a publisher will be a separate post.) 

Writing has always been a part of my life. From short stories, to poetry, to blogging, to my big dream of full length fiction. I’m so excited and grateful to be here, at the cusp of my dream. And I’m grateful that you are here on this journey with me.